Social Club Losing Sleep lyrics

[Hook]
I'm loosing sleep, oh where to go [?]
Where do I belong?
I may never know
Feel like I'm far behind, so far behind, so far behind, so far behind
(x2)

[Verse 1: Martymar]
Stuck in the spotlight, I'm talent-less
Life is like a circus and I'm just balancing
I just wanna fall, maybe I could feel something
I try to force relationships and feel nothing
Life is but a game, and I'm just being played
And I broke every promise that I ever made
Saying things that I never thought that I would say
If everything is in his plan, then everything [?]

[Hook]

[Verse 2: F.E.R.N]
I grew up in the pastor's house, picture it [?]

Holy Spirit filled [?]
I'm drifting off, feeling over sheltered
So off to the world I went, feeling so over zealous
I look back at [?]
Seeing so clear that I saw me in the cemetery
10 years lost, can't get 'em back
If I could, knowing what I know now
It's a wrap, sing the hook, F.E.R.N

[Hook]

[Outro]
Where the rejects?
I'm a reject...
(Repeat)

[Hook]