Spraynard Buried lyrics

Here it is again - that feeling in my gut
It feels like the air has gone right out of my lungs
It comes on after failure
But lately, it's been around and bringing me down
I think I'm freaking out
I'm buried deep inside my house
Can you help me get out?
Alone in my room
My bed broke last night
I'm sleeping on the floor
You'd think I'm too old for this
Too old for this shit
Would've learned my lesson before

Goddammit, I am scared
Is that what you wanted to hear?
If I hide it with laughter, maybe it was never there
I'm buried deep inside my house
Can you help me get out?
This story I've told a million times before
Can you help me burn the pages?
Burn them all
I just want to know what it's like to be alright