Strung Out Solitaire lyrics

Strung Out
Suburban Teenage Wasteland Blues
Solitaire
I hurt myself again today,
feelin' a little numb I could use
the pain.
I always find myself in this
little bind.
It's been a few weeks since
You've been around,
so here I sit with my hands
strapped down patiently awaiting
our secert games
we used to play all alone,
so here I sit all tied up,
all alone with all my thoughts,
I do not mind if this goes
on.
I think about about what I'll say to
you when you finally decide to
come my way,
I'm sitting around all painted up
like a fool,
and I don't know how I got
this way, and I don't know
how much more I wanna take.

But I know you'll shoot me down,
and bury me before I get too high.
So here I sit all tied up
all alone with my thoughts when
will I learn to walk away
from the things I do that make
me feel the way, I feel when
I'm with you? Tonight it's me, myself
and I,
all this pain I seem to put
myself through, all the ways I
find to submit to you,
cat o' nine tails gettin' old.
And I don't know how I got
this way I don't know how much more
I wanna take.
I got a millon ways to tame
Myself and a million nights to
try.
When will you come around
to do the things you do to me
I hate this game of solitaire.