Crash Karma Next Life lyrics

I sit in this cube I won't ever leave
Painted white all that I can see
Strapped so tight they won't let me breathe
Maybe God still believes in me
Maybe God turned away from me

I laugh I don't think anyone can hear
All my thoughts seem to disappear
I've filled an ocean with all these tears
Anxiety quickly turns to fear
My scattered thoughts whisper in my ear
Next life I hope that I'm born with a better disease
Next life I pray that I die with my mind at ease

Next life I hope that I am seen as a freak by the freaks
Next life I'll wait for it

I need food they give me pills that I digest
Make me think that I'm someone else
It makes my heart beat through my chest
I close my eyes 'cause I need more rest
I fall asleep wishing I was dead
So tired I dream of love every single day
Maybe if I tried I could fly away