The Bouncing Souls Apartment 5F lyrics

Jackhammers outside my window woke my up again today
and all the voices in my head well its so hard to make them go away
staying out all night lookin for somthin i'll never find
i'm fighting myself,and im losing my mind
i reached out in anger i reached out in love
i live a life of self abuse, i prayed to the heavens above

Jackhammers outside my window wake me up ugain today.
and all the voices in my mind, well its so hard to make them go away
lookin for some new simulation, but all of these things they just never last
i know i have to move foward, but i keep holding on to the past

i just wanna be happy with the way things are
i just wanna look up at the sky at night & appreciate the stars.

destruction leaves an empty space
in emptiness again i begin to create
feeling good again now, in some new kind of way
feeling good again now...