The Verbal Surgeon Defacing lyrics

I'm cold lyrically I let my mind unfold I'm bound by restriction and can't calculate my toll I'm hollow, transparent like glass bottles emotionally blind I am drowning in my sorrow I try to swallow but can't grasp reality my eyes are open wide and envision uncertainty I never pray, for I know that I am my own savior I'm in this world alone and in control of my behavior, my words hit like a razor, exposing what is pure tearing through the tendons and exposing the core the nerves, the bone,cutting through the marrow I can't see the light the the tunnels end is too narrow numb to sensation, my life is an equation, I look in themirror and hate everything I am facing defacing I who know nothing of who I am defacing I who know nothing of who I am

I'm numb, but I can feel the rage growing inside I despise those who idolize, society cries and I fear that it's to late to change rage flows through my veins anger intoxicates my brain it's strange, how everything I once knew disappeared My body's paralyzed as it is overwhelmed by fear, it's clear that in time we will all decay the only thing remaining will be our eroding frames I am a character who wishes he could change I am a character who's mentally deranged, painbecomes the only thing that relates it's truly a disgrace how I'm stuck in this mind state I contemplate, if I every turn I take is a dead end I wish I could turn back I wish I could pretend satisfaction doesn't exist without a friend satisfaction doesn't exist without a friend