The Verbal Surgeon Mislead lyrics

An adolescent with her lips wrapped around the bottle pops the cap turns up the volume sips it until it's hollow no care for tomorrow for she's living in today drowning out her misery in the worst possible way her hairs a mess her stomach hurts her lungs are short of breath the world is spinning around her with each and every step she slowly makes her way into a place she wants to be unconscious and out of touch with reality when the sun dies down that's when she gets up weak from the night before her wrist hurts from the cup that she refilled until motor skills were untuned operating under the night sky lit by the moon she is reckless and care doesn't appeal to her all the problems fade away as soon as the drinking occurs the solution she's using is only temporary it's an easy way out but she feels it's necessary thinking comes secondary liquor to the lips first a bitter taste throughout the night quenches her bitter thirst now she's in a car going along for the ride windows rolled down laughing aloud dying inside one party to another with strangers she calls friends she'll come to discover she'll be alone in the end the music is loud as she's laid back on the couch the alcohol in her blood is what's knocking her out she's carried up the stairs on to her backs she's thrown she's helpless and her whereabouts are unknown downstairs are her friends who have failed to notice that she's withdrawn from the vicinity and now she's clotheless held down slipping in and out of consciousness she prays to god to get rid of him and the accomplices but her prays are unheard as she gagged quiet left alone on the soiled sheets nobody hears her crying Nobody knows what happened at the party that night everybody was safe and everything seemed alright her friends had their fun but she didn't get her share waking up in a room alone clothes scattered everywhere a bruised body and a memory that's bits and pieces she can't recall what happened all she feels is sudden weakness tears kiss her cheeks as she's getting dressed again the best way for her to deal with this is just pretend that it never happened they'll never have to know but with time the pain it brings will swallow her whole who can believe her now that she kept it to herself abandoned by her friends when she really need help she never had a care liquor was the solution to any problem that she had the liquor helped her lose them now the only problem that she's facing is herself and psychologically she's not in the best of health