The Verbal Surgeon Blind lyrics

I sit back and analyze my situation life is a struggle I hate the position that I am placed in everyday another confrontation but I'm headstrong y'all motherfuckers can't break my concentration heavy contemplation and mixed emotions life is a gamble but in this game of life my chips have been stolen my wounds have long healed and recently been ripped open I can't digest reality I feel as if I'm choking drowning in an ocean surrounded by hate my arms to weak to carry all the food on my plate I'll never relate and I fear I'll never agree with the forces who feel that they know what is best for me I will never see eye to eye with those who criticize you fucking hypocrites your all living a life of lies I don't know much about my future or my destiny but I'm gonna keep on doing what I'm doing cause I feel that's best for me

I'm gonna keep doing what I feel is best for me I don't much about my future or my destiny time is the only thing that can set me free I'm blind now but I know with time that I will see

It's impossible to be happy when everyday I feel pain in knowing things with never change it's hard to maintain life is a game, I fear I'll never win I face defeat from the mental battle waging within I need guidance cause I'm amongst the blind peace and security are not apart of my mind comfort and closure is something I will never find Some days I wake up and feel as if I'm wasting my time life is a tragic comedy as we slowly decline and in these dying times I can assure that I'm losing my mind sinking to the bottom where all these emotions are felt I'm folding in this game of life due to cards been dealt nobody's here to help I'm in this battlefield alone my enemies surround me everywhere I roams a danger zone After I'm gone the words I've spoken will soon be forgotten I'm seeing red until the day I'm fucking dead and rotten


There's no sleep for the wicked from rest and relaxation I am restricted I stalk in the night the streets what I dwell when I feel conflicted this life is like a bad movie someone took the script and flipped it grab the microphone and express making my emotions vivid the only thing I ask for and I hope is that you listen if you feel what I'm saying turn me up and pay attention this is what I feel and this is how you can hear it my lyrics pierce your heart and penetrate into your spirit Nothing in life is promised that's the way that I see it we are hungry for change but we will never fucking be it because the bigger picture as a whole we'll never see it self destruction is in our nature as human beings I don't like what I'm seeing sometimes it's hard to cope life is cruel as it tightens it's grip around your throat but I will never choke and I'll never give in born to lose in the game of life but I'm here to win