Big Mama Parting, Afterwards.. lyrics

I wished for it to be a dream
Those words “Let's break up”
I couldn't say a word,
With this remarkable heart of mine
I don't believe it, I keep looking back
I can't send you away like this
I call for you but there's no answer
Ok, I'll try to erase you
Even this thought right now
So that you won't remain in my dream
So that I can hate you a little more
I'll throw all of you away
Turn around in a little more pain
That other love inside you
Did it tell you to leave me
Still because of you I
Am filled with many deep scars
The day you threw me away with a worn out expression
All the questions I kept asking myself for a long time
You were preparing this parting by yourself weren't you
Ok, I'll try to erase you
Even this thought right now
So that you won't remain in my dream
So that I can hate you a little more

I'll throw all of you away
Turn around in a little more pain
The love I shared with you
Now it's just a memory
I'm so tired
I'm longing for you so much
But I don't have to courage to take your picture out
I don't have the courage to even try
Ok, I'll try and cry
All my tears that are left
I'll let them fall without any regrets
Inside my empty hollow heart
So that you won't be in there anymore
I'll try really really hard
Ok, I'll try to erase you
Even this thought right now
So that you won't remain in my dream
So that I can hate you a little more
I'll throw all of you away
Turn around in a little more pain