Big Mama The Day I Went To The Ocean lyrics

I meet an old friend and we stay up the entire night
On the road back home I always saw
The empty winter ocean, I'm longing for that place
Everything's drifting farther and farther, and the more my heart starts to ache
The cold winter ocean breeze, I feel like that's where I'm at
The place without any words, all the words I wasn't able to say
Inside the waves, inside the bubbles
I throw everything into them, I burry everything and turn around
I ponder for a long time in lots of pain
That pain, will it become deeper
Like that ocean, like that cliff..
Becoming an adult, living life
I think I'm started to understand the meaning little by little
Wondering if I have to hurt that much
Why am I the only one struggling
Why am I the only one dreaming a different life
This road may not be the right road
I'm sure everyone's living in those kinds of life thoughts
The place without any words, all the words I wasn't able to say
Inside the waves, inside the bubbles
I throw everything into them, I burry everything and turn around

I ponder for a long time in lots of pain
That pain, will it become deeper
Like that ocean, like that cliff..
No one can take your place
I've just now realized that I can't run away either
There's a chance that everything was already assigned from the beginning
Occasionally when I'm out of strength I'll probably still have to keep on smiling..
The place without any words, all the words I wasn't able to say
Inside the waves, inside the bubbles
I throw everything into them, I burry everything and turn around
I ponder for a long time in lots of pain
That pain, will it become deeper
Like that ocean, like that cliff..
The place without words, all the words I couldn't say
Someday, like that ocean
To the place without any words
No one can do it for me instead