Blue October Schizophrenia lyrics

Blue October
Miscellaneous
Schizophrenia
A silver plated numbing gum
And Jesus resting on my thumb
A hard to reach malaria
I've got the mood that seems to scare ya
I'm paranoid
self destroyed
Believe me lord I'm sorry
I've got the mood that seems to carry ya out
I've got the nightmare called
Schizophrenia

I cry, I cry and I don't know why
The fever becomes my home
I cry. I cry and I don't know why
The fever becomes my home
Becomes my home

I love it when you're holding me
You have a gentle way of calming
I haven't felt that way since 1993,

When my mother held me.
I bet you're waiting for the long sob story
Of how I was mistreated again
No, I wasn't built that way
I was strong and desperatley brave,
And I didn't mean to scare ya
Schizophrenia.

I cry, I cry and I don't know why
The fever becomes my home
I cry. I cry and I don't know why
The fever becomes my home
Becomes my home

I cry, I cry and I don't know why
I cry. I cry and I don't know why
It becomes my home
It becomes my home
The fever becomes my home
Becomes my home