Derek Webb Medication lyrics

Don't lie to me, just tell me something true
'Cause I'm only free when I look at you
And you look so good it hurts
And love, I come undone

But I don't want medication, just give me liberation
Even if it cuts my legs right out from underneath
Don't give me medication, I want the real sensation
Even when livin' feels just like death to me

Don't paint my face, I need to see the scars
So I won't forget the back of my tutor's arm
'Cause I just can't keep it straight
Which kills and which one saves

But I don't want medication just give me liberation

Even if it cuts my legs right out from underneath
Don't give me medication, I want the real sensation
Even when livin' feels just like death to me

Because the truth is I need you just like the air I breathe
Just like a freight train needs the tracks beneath
I'd rather suffer my whole life and be this rich man's wife
If loving you means suffering

But I don't want medication just give me liberation
Even if it cuts my legs right out from underneath
Don't give me medication, I want the real sensation
Even when livin' feels just like death to me