Endwell Anxiety Bath lyrics

Keep fading
I know I can't stay too long
So I take life as it comes
Crashing down on me in waves

Of despair, self-defeat, everything I try to be
If I could only wish this away
Just one day of stability
So I can kill what's been killing me

The fact is that here it's all about winning
Not how well you play the fucking game
No matter how hard you strive or slave

You're just a pawn to a greater scheme
Of chance and greed, of gods and thieves
Of people lacking humility

Sometimes it seems
Their only purpose here is to bury me
And keep me from living my dreams
And keep me from living my dreams


First time they ripped it away
And then they laid you to waste
Third time they spit in your face
Fourth time, hell to pay

Three times but never more
Three times but never more, never

Stability falls away
There will be hell to pay
There will be hell to pay, hell to pay
There will be hell to pay
There will be hell to pay

Once was an artist now a fucking slave
Once was an artist now a fucking slave
Once was an artist now a fucking slave