Freestyle Lying To Myself lyrics

I believed in you
Why'd you leave when you
Said you would never let me go
All I gave was love, wasn't that enough
Tell me the truth I need to know

Refrain:
I can say to myself that I don't need you beside me
That I've put it all behind me
(But) I'd only be lying to myself
And I‘d only be dreaming of what
I know would not come true
Coz no matter what I do to try
To think I'm doing well
Reality is that I'm still not over you

I know everyday
Trying to find my way
Drifting into the empty roads
Crying every night
These tears, so hard to fight
What do I do, I just don't know
I can say to myself that I never needed you anyway
And after all I've nothing more to say


(But) I'd only be lying to myself
And I‘d only be dreaming of what
I know would not come true
Coz no matter what I try to do
To think I'm doing well
But reality is that I'm still not over you...

I thought that it was never ending
No, I thought that we were not pretending it was real
I know my heart will soon be mending
And after the rain the sun will soon reveal

Yet I, I have been lying to myself
And I, I have been dreaming of what
I thought would not come true
I know after all I'm going through
I will be doing well
And when the day comes
I know what I say is true
That reality is, I'm finally over you