Bastions With Love lyrics

Do you dare me to finish my sentences? I have no problem breaking your... I'm barely awake but the dread is starving, beyond malnourished and it's still asking, "what am I doing here?" And I can't stop thinking about you. I avoid your eyes to hide I'm dying inside, I'm failed beyond belief, violence hides behind my teeth. These can't be memories, this is cold agony. And with love, your blessings become burdens, faith died in the family you nurtured. And with love, you see I'm hurting, I built bridges, you built these walls. Now I see everything as a tool to hur you with, doctors and restraints won't cure how worthless you have made me. He was a crow bearing down the family tree, I'm a burdened branch, it's the bastard in me. Bravery to go? Or bravery to stay? Honestly, it's betrayal either way, just please don't go. And with love, your blessing become burdens, faith died in the family you nurtured. And with love, yo see I'm hurting, I built bridges, you built these walls.