Gob OK lyrics

I break the bones to pieces in my hands
My clenching fingers
Were you the same all along?
Did I just get bored?

Why did I push you away?
I still sit plagues with questions
Your actions, your intentions
Why couldn't you just talk to me?

Was it that I just couldn't smile anymore?
Tired of keeping it inside so I failed at you
And now I pass out every night

I associate the worst things with your face

And I know you're at a loss
From what you threw away
I just wish that you had left my innocence

Even now I still wonder how you are truly concerned
That you're well even though you put me through this
Because I see that it's better off this way
When I think that it is right and I know that I'm okay