Jay Reatard Before I Was Caught lyrics

sometimes I have to run
to think it all becomes way too much
all the things I want and need in life
seem like the things i never
i never ever touch

I dont deserve the best
the best I will settle will
revolve with all the rest is rest
and I will sleep my days away
while the others will trust
I try my best

and then it comes to me
my thoughts were all
were all inside my head

I control my destiny
until Im lying

Im lying
Im lying
alone in bed

I raise my head to feel and try
I try to squeeze out a scene from thoughts
but then I fall
I fall asleep
and dream about before

before i was caught
before i was caught
before i was caught
before i was caught
before i was caught
before i was caught