Juliette Commagere Eats from the Inside lyrics

There is a weight in me,
a cinder block that is slowly sinking
I lift, pull and strain
to get around
and when I'm all alone
I draw the shades
kick the clock to the floor
and dream myself away

from the top
from my window
it eats from the inside
i've built it up to let it go
it's hard to forget what I know
eat's away at my insides

my hands
feel like knots and stones
My tounge's tied sweetly in a bow

It's hot in here today
but in little while
maybe i'll peel back the sheets
grab my bag
put together a few things
and like a memory
drift away

from the top
from my window
it eats from the inside
i've built it up
to let it go
it's hard to forget what i know
eats away at my insides