If it's okay,
I'll leave the bedlight on
And place your water glass where it belongs.
And if it's all right,
I'll lie awake at night
Pretending I am curled up at your side.
See, I'm circling in these patterns
Living out of memories.
I'm still a long way from accepting it,
That there's just no you and me.
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But if I still believe you love me
Maybe I'll survive.
So I tell myself you're coming home
Like you've done a million times.
And if it's all right,
I'll still be loving you
'Cos I can't break it to my heart.
Is it just me?
Did I commit a crime?
I won't believe that loving you is just a waste of time.
Or was it in my head,
Reading into things you never said?
'Cos I still don't have the answers
To why we couldn't work it out,
I want to think it was something that I did
So I can turn it back around.
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I want to convince myself we're perfect in every single way
As long as I can keep the truth away
From my heart, oh,
'Cos I can't break it to my heart, oh.
'Cos I still don't have the answers
To why we couldn't work it out,
I want to think it was something that I did
So I can turn it back around.
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