Kelly Clarkson I Hate Myself For Losing You lyrics

Oh, oh, oh

I woke up today
Woke up wide awake
In an empty bed
Staring at an empty room

I have myself to blame
For the state I'm in today
And now dying, doesn't seem so cruel
And oh, I don't know what to say
And I don't know anyway, anymore

I hate myself for losing you
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here?

You got what you deserved
Hope you're happy now
'Cause every time I think of her with you
It's killing me

Inside, and now I dread each day
Knowing that I can't be saved
From the loneliness of living without you
And, oh, I don't know what to do

Not sure that I'll pull through, I wish you knew

I hate myself for losing you
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here?

I hate myself for losing you
And oh, I don't know what to do
Not sure that I pull through, I wish you knew
I wish you knew, and oh, I don't know what to say
And I don't know anyway, anymore, no, no

I hate myself for losing you
I'm seeing it all so, I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here?
What do you say when every thing's said?
Is the reason why he left you in the end?
How do you cry when every tear you shed
Won't ever bring him back again?
I hate myself for loving you