Megan Mccauley Realize lyrics

Everyone I thought I can count on
Has let me die
Everyone I thought I could lean on
Has made me cry

Every time I close my eyes
There's nothing there
Feeling empty is all I have left
There's nothing else to bare

And I realize that I've lost my mind
And I realize that I am the lie
It's over, my time to shine
I'm already dead, so why can't I die?

Everything I thought I could see
Has disappeared
Everything I thought I could be
Has been drowned by fear

Somehow it seems all I can do
Is sit and stare
Somehow nothing good seems to last

Or was it ever there?

And I realize that I've lost my mind
And I realize that I am the lie
It's over, my time to shine
I'm already dead, so why can't I die?
Why can't I die?

Somehow it seems all I can do
Is sit and stare
Somehow nothing good seems to last

And I realize that I've lost my mind
And I realize that I am the lie
It's over, my time to shine
I'm already dead, so why can't I?

Realize, that I've lost my mind
I'm already dead, so why can't I die?