Madina Lake Me Vs. The World lyrics

Sometimes I try not to hate myself for everything I never said
When you were here
And so I'm burning up photographs of what was a perfect past
'Cause I'm still here

But I'm barely holding on, where did I go wrong?
Choking on the difference between me and the world
And ever since you've been gone, I've been torn apart
I know that you can't hear me but I'm still hurt
And I wish you were here

So hard that I try to bury it, pretend that you didn't exist
So I can be strong
But I feel sick and I feel diseased 'cause everyone abandons me
And I can't move along

'Cause I'm barely holding on, where did I go wrong?
Choking on the difference between me and the world
And ever since you've been gone, I've been torn apart
I know that you can't hear me but I'm still hurt

And I wish you were here

I cannot pretend you didn't exist
Misery is just a state of mind
Hiding from the world's no way to live
So I'll convince myself that I'll be fine, I'll be fine

But since I lost you, I'm barely holding on, where did I go wrong?
Choking on the difference between me and the world
And ever since you've been gone, I've been torn apart
I know that you can't hear me but I'm still hurt

So I look up to the stars and wonder out loud
Why everything I had in life has fallen from my arms
Can you even hear this song? I'm screaming at the clouds
Screaming to a galaxy that never cared at all
That I need you here