Mikal Cronin Again & Again lyrics

Oh, I got a funny feeling
that the words are wheeling back and forth inside your mind,
and oh, I wouldn't start believing
that the things I do for you will make me feel all right,
but, no, I'm getting so much older,
and it's so much colder every night you're by my side,
but, no, I gotta get ahold of,
gotta get ahold of what I need to get back mine[?].

One more time, and I'll think it over.
One more time, cuz I lost control.
One more time, and I'll f*ck it over
Again, again, again and again, I know.

And so, I [?????????]

keeping all the weight and all the way[?] upon my back,
and I want to let the game go,
but you bet I know how long it takes to get on track,
but, no, I'm getting so much older,
and I can't control the things I need to be all right,
but, oh, I gotta get a hold of,
gotta get a hold of what I need to feel tonight[?].

One more time, and I'll think it over.
One more time, cuz I lost control.
One more time, and I'll f*ck it over
Again, again, again and again, I know.