Motionless In White Burned At Both Ends lyrics

There's nothing left now that doesn't come from suffering
victoms of time, we're defined by our history
forever lost, and now I don't know who the fuck I have become

where has my life gone?

i'm holding on to a life i'll never get back
it's too hard to let go
i'm on right train but the wrong tracks
trying not to derail

nothing is like it was before
I know not who I am anymore
chasing something that's behnd me
when will I be set free?

so what is left of this life that's in front of me?
is there a future when you only see in memories?
when every loss, every beauty just remind you of the past

how can you just let go?

i'm holding on to a life i'll never get back
it's too hard to let go
i'm on right train but the wrong tracks
trying not to derail

nothing is like it was before
I know not who I am anymore
chasing something that's behnd me

when will I be set free?
broken promises left to mend
burning the candle at both ends
no light to find my way back home
but I don't know where "home" is anymore
the sinking ship has washed ashore

this misery has got to end
what's done is done
the past is a strange place

look at me now, a fool with everything, but yet he's still so hollow
look at us now, no lights just struggling to find our way back home

i'm holding on to a life i'll never get back
it's too hard to let go
i'm on right train but the wrong tracks
trying not to derail

nothing is like it was before
I know not who I am anymore
chasing something that's behnd me
when will I be set free?
broken promises left to mend
burning the candle at both ends
no light to find my way back home
but I don't know where "home" is