My Ruin Fever lyrics

Destroy me as want turns to need
You murder me just to watch me bleed
I live inside my own make believe
I sacrifice what you can't see

I'm hissing mad and I'm dripping wet
I have no father, I have no pet
And I'll be damned the day I die
You're anti-muse, you're anti-lie

Can I speak? I will destroy
If I speak it will destroy
How I speak, I will destroy
When I speak it will destroy you

Another lover, another man
Another victim of circumstance
I close my eyes with no regret
I know your name, baby

But I forget my mouth is cruel
And my lips are mean
I'm dirty minded and I'm obscene
But I'll be saved the day I die

I'll be your muse, I'll be your lie

Can I speak? I will destroy
If I speak it will destroy
How I speak, I will destroy
When I speak it will destroy you

I see God and he's my friend
But the Devil's standing next to him
He says my name and I feel so weak
Just like a monster who cannot speak

I'm like a monster when I speak
Am I a monster when I speak?
Your just a monster when we speak
So I'm a monster when I speak, can I speak?

I'll be your monster when we speak
And I speak to destroy, speak and destroy
Speak and destroy, yeah