Forever I've suffered in this world, can't prosper, no
Monument of ruin, dead empires, statues decay
Endlessly searching for an end to my pain, gone
Seething, tumultuous suffering, decadence, mine
Fiercely seeking death, existence, my plague
All hope, a disease lost in a lost time
Fallen from your secure world to famine
And death of your values gone
Nothing is held sacred
The meek beholding the ruins, scavenge for life
Seeking answers, dying, monoliths of decay
Downfall of our race imminent, deadly stampede for a refuge lost
Forgive us for our wrongdoings
Bring salvation to our burdens, take us
Longing for the ending, now our souls are burning
We've been forsaken, our lives are not worth a thing
We can't survive this, the boiling cores of our strife
Somethings arising, brilliant ray of light along the dead horizon
A portal leading, unfound path leading my way to voids of serenity
Or so it seems, nothingness, emptiness, nothingness
An entrance to a world that man has never met
Garnished in utter peace, endless shapes of beauty
Infinite suffering ending as I proceed
Fleeing through the portal into the tranquil scenes
Behind me lies the world, dismal and unrestrained
Encloaked despondency left behind forever
My senses disappear, all the pain and fear
Searing benevolence, perpetual, my hopes
Somehow I realize this can't last forever
The life I have left behind pours back into my soul
Hatred raining in through walls far too thin
Bewildered by rage, newly found hope, gone
Now trapped in this hell, my portal is gone
I take my own life, never born again