Yeah, welcome to my life
Raydiation
City of Carson, that's where I grew up, yeah
That's where I knew of the view, that's all I knew of
In kindergarten until I got out of school
I started to hang with them fools, I went from here to bad news
Then my sister started to blow up I saw the money just go up
But I hardly saw her and my mother
I used to hang round the corner, I felt like I was a loner
But I got love for my homies
I started changin', flirtin' with gang bangin'
Had the hook up on ol' school, so everyday I was out hangin'
And then I heard gun shots, they aimin' at my head
And that's when the fun stopped 'cuz next I might be dead
I called my mama on the phone
And said, "This is your son I need some help
I'm in a whole lot of trouble
And can't get through by myself"
They shot out a plane and flew me out no doubt
I said goodbye to my friends then disappeared in the clouds
They told me Ray J you gotta turn yourself around now
Or throw it all away and lay six feet in the ground
I'm totally focused, I gotta move forward
I hear my callin' this time, I just won't ignore it into the future
Throw all the past and then you came and you can grow, oh yeah
Yeah, yeah
Let's go