Sinch 433 (Hypothetical Situation) lyrics

I'm less than nothing and holding my nerves
Exposed and lonely, addiction draws me near
Designed to crush me a six year haze
As the substance lets me down

'Cause it's not real and that's why
It's how I always want to feel
So let's die before the secrets get revealed

I'm falling over from scratches built through time
For timeless mistakes, my memories dissolve
And all I know are these scars

'Cause it's not real and that's why
It's how I always want to feel
So let's die, before the secrets get revealed

I've tried but nothing can ever appeal

And if you don't mind I'd like to throw it all away
'Cause I've been down that road, the sober soldier
I doubt I'll make it home

So get me away from here before I fall apart
'Cause it's easy to do

And it feels and it seems true
But it's not real and that's why
Its how I always want to feel
So let's die, before the secret gets revealed

I've tried but nothing ever can appeal
And if you don't mind I'd like to throw it all away