Absent Heat One Last Light lyrics

No life expectations
all I had was gone over time
all the circles have been destroyed
Now...
again find myself lonely, forgotten by all that around me
only losers still by my side
as me losers...

what was lost, was the result of my actions
now bitterly reflect my past actions
still can not turn back...
everything will be in the past

the little that had been lost
Now the will to self-destruct is increasing
increasingly being consumed by my many negative feelings
my wrists open again now...

but still not the time of final action

an immense emotional pain arises from the depths of my soul
destroying it bit by bit
corrupting my mind, my thoughts...
returning them to the past,
blaming me for the events...
I let it happen again, once again I was weak and unable to avoid...
almost all the lights went out for my life

increasingly become minimum my reasons to continue with life
maybe just the fear of making another mistake...
delete the last light...
the last light...