Spanish Gamble Sunday Curse lyrics

And now my hands are shaking everyday*
I guess whats been getting me by is killing me

I don't know who to turn to or what to do
I can hardly trust myself let alone anyone else

I know I cant run forever
But I got nowhere to go
Sometimes it feel like this doesn't solve anything
But it's all I know how to do
It's burning so deep inside
It's getting harder to deal with
With each passing day
Look in the mirror it's not hard to see
Where the problem lays


I know my words don't always come out right
But please believe me when I say

If I could take back what I said
You know I would
If I could change what I did
You know I would
I don't know if this means anything to you
But I promise things will change in me
Someday soon