Spastic Ink In Memory Of............. lyrics

So what is this, what's going on?
Is there something that I miss?
Is all I have to remember ever since I did exist.
I've been wondering for a while where am I supposed to go
It's for me to find out, it's essential that I know.

In memory of a life all alone
For the like in me, I can't find hope
Impatiently awaits
I hope to feel secure before it's too late
What time would it cost?
So I still I find myself lost

I've been holding on to reality and what I have in store
Not is a mend, a mystery, not worth much anymore
Things would change for the better if were to be replaced
To be mind gone what would have would be erased

In memory of a life all alone
For the like in me, I can't find hope

Impatiently awaits
I hope to feel secure before it's too late
What time would it cost?
So I still I find myself lost

A lesson dance up in the air, up drifting out of space
You seem to find out where I long is a move to place to place
I'd get be passing on to rest to be something of the past
Or get something clean and finally save me at last

In memory of a life all alone
For the like in me, I just found hope
I patiently wait
Until I was secure, it was not too late
What time did it cost?
So now I found myself