Strange Vacation War In the Dark lyrics

I think i'm going insane running this through my brain
I wish i could just feel safe for once in my life
I know it's never been hard to keep the blood in my heart
I just never held it all inside like this before
But i'm ready to let it go

So say what you want to say now
That i'm your liability
Cause you don't really wanna go or stay
But i don't care, cause i don't want you near me

Cause i wanna run, and you wanna watch me fall apart
And i just wanna feel something more then just my self

I get so bent out of shape but you wont get me to break

I just thought of you as more
As something real to me
But it's showing that i was wrong

The end is only the beginning of this mess
I am so sick of waging a war in the dark
I gave you my heart
Waging a war in the dark i gave you my heart
And i can't get back to the start, when i gave you my heart
And i wanna know
I wanna know what its like just to be with you
I wanna know what's its like to be with you...