Bellabeth Mind War lyrics

The wind is cold and cruel
it's burning on my cheek
no good first impression
I feel betrayed and weak

The way they look at me
disgust and disbelief
make me want to end this now
but I've already gone too far

At least my heart's asleep inside
so this won't kill me know
but I'll wake up and we will cry
with nobody around

No I don't want to stay outside
the only battle I will have to fight
is the one that's going on inside my mind

My time is running out
I have a lot to lose
so I start making up lullabies
to calm both me and you

I learned to live in fear
created on my own

still I feel unconscious and alone
and I fear I've lost control

No I don't want to be like you and learn to fake a smile
It may not be the easy way
but certainly it's mine!

No I, I don't want to stay outside!
The only battle I will have to fight
is the one that's going on inside my mind

All alone - will I find my way?

One day I sat there silently
and thought that there was no other way out.
oh their will to live it crushed my ribs
and made me want to crush their hopes as well

But I can promise you, there will be those day
when you don't know why you had been in doubt
and suddenly you realise
that everything is under your control
one day ....