Tatiana Owens Pendulum lyrics

[Verse 1:]
I pick up the phone to call*
I dial 323
And quick hang up and stare at the wall
Would he even talk to me?
I write down what I wanna say
But then I throw the page away

[Pre-Chorus:]
Part of me saying he's not even worth the pain
Part of me keeps wishing he were in my arms again

[Chorus ]
There's a pendulum swinging in my heart tonight
Back and forth, keeping score
Should I love him or leave him I can't decide
Tell me which is wrong and which is right
Was it perfect?
Is it faded?
Is it worth it?
Is it breaking?
How much longer can I wonder if he's the one?
Or if this is done
I can't stop this pendulum, yeah
No, I can't stop this pendulum

[Verse 2]
It's so hard to picture him
Holding someone else
But then the voice is whispering
I'm better off by myself
My friends are taking me out tonight
But will I get him off my mind

[Pre-chorus:]
Part of me knows why we drifted we were both to blame
Part of me can help us hear it when I say his name

[Chorus:]
There's a pendulum swinging in my heart tonight

Back and forth, keeping score
Should I love him or leave him I can't decide
Tell me which is wrong and which is right
Was it perfect?
Is it faded?
Is it worth it?
Is it breaking?
How much longer can I wonder if he's the one?
Or if this is done
I can't stop this pendulum

[Bridge:]
They always say when you know
You know
I just can't figure this out on my own
Someone please tell me which way to go
Where do I go?
Cause I can't stop this pendulum

[Chorus:]
There's a pendulum swinging in my heart tonight
Back and forth, keeping score
Should I love him or leave him I can't decide
Tell me which is wrong and which is right
Was it perfect?
Is it faded?
Is it worth it?
Is it breaking?
How much longer can I wonder if he's the one?
Or if this is done
I can't stop this pendulum
How much longer can I wonder if he's the one?
Or if this is done
I can't stop this pendulum, yeaaah
I can't stop this pendulum
I can't stop this pendulum
No, I can't stop this pendulum