The Trophy Fire Chaos / Control lyrics

if i collect my fears i could throw them out at once but i know through the years i would greet them again and again at my door
all i want is chaos spinning, no control then all i want is quiet i know, i don't know, i suppose
when i'm on the road with cities of strangers i love i travel sometimes in my mind to white picket fences and a slow, steady life
all i want is chaos spinning, no control then all i want is quiet i know, i don't know, i suppose
we've all got these sides of ourselves, our divisions they lose sight of themselves sometimes we've all got these sides of ourselves, our divisions
they're lovers and they're fighters they ignite us and they hold us down

i want the earth to shake me to throw me from my shoes or just a silent drive to take me home
i suppose