Under The Influence Futures Collide lyrics

I always felt so safe,
I always felt just great,
I could never,
Expected this and all this hate,
What did I ever do to you?
What did I ever do to deserve this?
Now I see the consequence.

It's been hell not having you here,
No one's keeping me well,
But I can't rely on myself,
See I created this hell,
Times have changed,
And I've been lying to you,
I've been holding this secret,
Because I know what you'd do,
Your friends will never allow,
Even give you consent,
I've brought them into your life,
But that I'll always resent,
We made a promise,
Something that I've broken you see?,
This split aint even or wanted,
You've not allowed it to be

I'm alright, I'm ok,
Just forget about it,
I won't try to complain,
I'll just scream and shout it,
I'm ok I'm alright,
I feel dark just like the night,
I won't run I won't hide,

Cause our futures to collide

I hope your hearing this song,
Knowing what it's about,
In this lyrical state,
To get my message out,
You can block or ignore,
Even cut all connection,
It doesn't change how we feel,
It doesn't stop this affection,
So go take refuge,
In that cowardly snake,
These ladders will lead to more sorrow,
When our hearts are at stake,
I'm not there to protect,
From something you don't deserve,
But who am I?
I broke a promise,
Now I'm eating my words.

I hold my head in shame,
But I'm not the only one to blame,
Secrets and lies, I have kept deep inside,
But I cannot face the truth in your eyes,
You're my worst and my favourite nightmare,
You're my enemy, You're my everything.

If the time comes and you see me again,
I hope you look in my eyes and regret choosing your friends.