Xstrophy Until the End lyrics

I've always known how to live
always knew how to see
I've always known who I was
but now afraid of who will be
should I start again?
Or lay right here dreading my past?
Knew it was a lie when they said to me
they said the good times they won't last

so watch out and beware
I'm never going down again
I promise you this my friend
this time I'll fight until the end

now I'm stuck here today
I failed to do my very best
afraid to move on with my life
afraid of what I have left
is this really the end?
Is this who I will be?
No I'm not happy with that

and soon you will see
I'm getting up again, I'm standing on my feet
looking straight into my future
I feel like the man I used to be

I'm tired of being your punch line
I'm tired of being your big mistake
I'm tired of all these assholes
they fuel me with nothing but hate
I'm tired of being your scapegoat
I'm tired of being mistreated
tired of all your bullshit
it makes me so hated
you're acting like the victim
they were your pathetic ways
all your lies will soon be done
you're being punished one by one