Brenda Kay Winters Indispensable lyrics

Brenda kay Winters
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Indispensable
If these voices in my head would quiet and be kind.
So I could get a little sleep.
Doctor said I need all these pills to ease my mind.
That is a subject way too deep.

Join the rat race but never see.
Rights I have just to be me.
Zoned out sped up so I can feel.
Love for us was never real.

Indispensable-nothing could bring such joy.

Than for you to come home,I could not be a toy.

The speed,the pills and this cocaine,
brought some pleasure from my pain.
Until looking back with only grief.
Then nothing ever invented gave relief.

How can I make up that life to you sincerely,
When you judged me so hard and severely?
I just sit and vegetate,
killing off my brain cells as I wait.