Deaf Havana I Will Try lyrics

So I guess the table's turned
for the first time I can't find the words
to apologise for all the poor decisions and the lessons that I never learned.
'cause I've got friends that have lost their father and they're much stronger than me
I know people who live their lives in the shadow that they're trying to be

And I will try my best to find a smile
And I will close my eyes and say I'm not afraid

And it's time that I was clear of all the negativity that I hold so dear
I lost my sight for far too long to take my mind off all my fears
but I found my way again

And I will try my best to find a smile

And I will close my eyes and say I'm not afraid

We will try our best to find a smile
and we will close our eyes and say we're not afraid
We will try our best to find a smile
and we will close our eyes and say we're not afraid
this time

I need to set aside my ways
And figure out all the things I have to change.