Built On Secrets Thunderstorms lyrics

I've lost again, I know that it's true.
You left me chasing shadows,
and the thoughts of you and I.
As I watched our worlds collide.
So now I watch, as the colours fade.
Into a different shade of grey,
Another moment lost on me,
The moment I can never see.

So what is the past?
Just the thought's I've let last.
My heart beats in my chest like a thunderstorm.
At the thought of you wanting so much more.
Than what I can never be, I never wanted to believe.

You told me how, you could be somebody else
Without me, because I was in to deep.
Even in the shallowest of seas.
I let my guard down, you brushed me without a sound.
And the light that used to shine for us
Is now darker than the days, that I'm sleeping away.

So what is the past?
Just the thought's I've let last.

My heart beats in my chest like a thunderstorm.
At the thought of you wanting so much more.
Than what I can never be, I never wanted to believe.

Now I'm drifting away, I'm drifting
Now I'm drifting away, I'm drifting.
How can I blame you when you left me for stability?
And all these memories and the souls were lost on me.
I'm wishing I can dream it all away.

So what is the past?
Just the thought's I've let last.
My heart beats in my chest like a thunderstorm.
At the thought of you wanting so much more.
Than what I can never be, I never wanted to believe.

Now I'm drifting away, I'm drifting
Now I'm drifting away, I'm drifting.
How can I blame you when you left me for stability?
And all these memories and the souls were lost on me.
I'm wishing I can dream it all away.