Alex Amsterdam Thorn In My Side lyrics

Sometimes I think it's time to realize
That dreams are just transient
No one likes the way I feel
About some things that won't get real
It's not required

All my life I would waste
For something wrong, I want to wake up
There's no need to resign
Never too late to find my way back into my real life

What am I really looking for
Was it you or the backdoor

Am I deaf or even blind
Am I bored or just unable to break with my old life
Willing to evince delight
But am I strong enough to pull the thorn out of my side

Another night I woke up all alone
And all I felt was silence

And then I finally realised
It is worth it to stay alive
Instead of falling

And then the sun turned up again
And I still couldn't believe it
A brand new day, a brand new soul
I felt I'm in it and it's worth to think about it

What am I really looking for
Was it you or the backdoor

Am I deaf or even blind
Am I bored or just unable to break with my old life
Willing to evince delight
But am I strong enough to pull the thorn out of my side