Derrick Mitchell Black Clouds Go lyrics

My heart beats when the beat starts you can hear it thumpin/ Another episode of me stayin afloat like Im being carried out to sea/ Feelin like a steamboat 'cause all I do is hold heat/ So hear me roar like a motor on a motorbeat/ Made for double D's how I over grope/ With every simile on and on I go/ I do this sh*t for so and so/ They say they bare arms but all they doin is throwin bow's (elbows)/ I aint a killer dude but Im kinda killer dude/ Piece by piece California really built a dude/ So now Im here staring in the same mirror sayin bloody mary with a Bloody Mary you get it/ My life is looking scary as I drink for my lobotomy/ Losin my mind man it must've been a robbery/ It must've been a robbery in all honesty Imma be/ Handcuffed, I aint talkin bout monogamy/ The black cloud follows me for the hatred/ Hate life instead of motivate it/ Im just tryin to m! ake it/ and work hands-on masturbation excuse me for the elaboration/ But Im just being patient until Im six feet under earth's sanitation/ Makin, makin statements/ And nah I aint dissin but listen/ If you say turn-up one more time you gon' turn up missin/ Experimentin with my craft,Im a specified specimen/ Doin my sh*t independently, mentally/ They sayin this verse is Kathy Bates in Misery/ So I guess you can say Im obsessed with it/ Look at all the pessimists/ Thanks for motivatin the steps I step/ Now its got me usin my notebook like an etch-a-sketch/ Yea, and as the world keeps spinnin by Imma keep getting high/ 'Cause life is all about live and die