Doldrums Closer 2 U lyrics

Lately I've been finding your expression on my face
Knew you for a second but you never went away
How can I be nostalgic for something I never had
How can something that was never good
Have gotten so bad
How do I get closer to you
How do I get closer to you
How do I get –
Already I can see the vultures are circling
Little do they know
I'm already dead
Already I can see the paths laid out for me

But I don't wanna know
I just wanna go out of control
How do I get closer to you
How do I get closer to you
How do I get –
Another vision from the night before
I never thought that I'd come to this
Yeah wasted's the right word man did I implode
I never thought that I'd come to this