Dangerous Summer In My Room lyrics

I ought to sink into places I find that I don't know
Remember my old shoes
Some spaces were made to be outgrown
And if I fill up that table in my head
I think I'll find all of the countless ways
I could make up for lost time

Made to be a better thing picking up the parts
It's a long long ways away
But I used to be a little bit hard to carry on
I had to be out of the way

But I still believe in everything, even in my flaws
They're a problem I can take
But I tried to be a better thing
But it's taking me a lot, recovering all my strength

In my room there's a storm that will calm when I'm through
Find my ways between lines that I drew
These are my thoughts in a long form

And I have the mindset to deconstruct you

Filled with the clouds in my eyes that I knew
I take the worst I can find and consume
This is the dark but it feels warm
And I try my best to see right through you

I remember none of it, taking to my thoughts
It's a solid I'll escape
Stable for a little bit only to belong
But belonging gets so fake

I'll slip into another place laying on the lawn
Though this time feeling gray
I tried to live a better way
Tell me where I'm from, settled in my daze