My eyes are tracing patterns
Carved into the skies over New Mexico
It makes me want to ride home
And I've lost touch of everything
That means anything to me
My friends always forgive me
We become too brave and quick
A little clever, a little numb
We could a stare a lover in the eyes and lie
"Yes, I don't feel anything at all"
And I could say
When I have everything I need right now
I hope you're proud you liar but it's late
The weight of all my emptiness
Comes crashing down on me
I'm terrified that
I can't recollect the faces
That once kept me warm
They wait back home
Time takes it's toll, on me
I used to be so obvious
With all my words, so
But at least I was honest
Ah, ah, ah, ah
And I could say
When I have everything I need right now
I hope you're proud you liar but it's late
The weight of all my emptiness
Comes crashing down on me
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And paperback best sellers
I want to be home
I want to be myself again
Tennis courts and makers
And paperback best sellers
I want to be home
I want to be myself again
And I could say
When I have everything I need right now
I hope you're proud you liar but it's late
The weight of all my emptiness
Comes crashing down on me