Allout Helter Millennia lyrics

I've given everything that I can give but that's not much
I'm clinging to this crutch
Love is such a funny thing it really don't mean anything
The voice of my frustration speaks to time that I have wasted
Speak to me in tongues and maybe I could understand
That I am just one man
Feeling stuck, I don't give a fuck about the Five Year Plan
Writing letters to myself
Return to sender, you need help

Headed for a breakdown
Screamed so loud I woke myself
From the deepest sleep I keep
Secrets hidden in my dreams
So no one could ever see
The darkness hidden within me
Dreams are always incomplete
Out of touch, out of reach
Obstacles so obsolete
I am the shadow of defeat
Don't mean anything to me, don't mean anything

Is it such a crime to take things one step at a time?

You'd better fall in line!
Battle tested, bullet proof, bleeding through these exit wounds
The breath of death against my neck, a constant threat
One step forward, two steps back, feeling angry, feeling trapped
Am I about to snap?
Criticize through empty eyes, never even asking "why"?
Jumping to conclusions based on all of your confusion

Headed for a breakdown
Screamed so loud I woke myself
From the deepest sleep I keep
Secrets hidden in my dreams
So no one could ever see
The darkness hidden within me
Dreams are always incomplete
Out of touch, out of reach
Obstacles so obsolete
I am the shadow of defeat
Don't mean anything to me, don't mean anything