BEACH Maybe State lyrics

It was so effing lonely
walking into that cold rain like that
me with my one big carry on
that you made me so sad

You hate this city you hate this house
and yet this city is where i open my mouth
Do you hate that too?
Do you hate what comes out of me
when i go into it with you?

I'm in a maybe state
You called me names
Now borders and blame's
Between us

We were blocked like the red states
And all of their games
Now loans and owes between us

The rain is increasingly colder
I am always getting older
You're a mountain
I'm a boulder
And it's hard

I wanna take it all off
I wanna get what you got

I bet you get that a lot
And it's hard

And all the signs say
All the signs say
All the signs say
Leave your mark

I guess i did
Are you just sick of it

I'm in a maybe state
You called me names
Now borders and blame's
Between us

You held a heavy bank
The gas i need in my tank
Now exes and ohs
Between us

Now the viewers are all viewing
the teens are all tuned in
It's this maybe state
that i'm in