Ghosts Drunk Text (No Reply) lyrics

I hit a fork in the road
i got mixed up and i let it all go oh
you didn't want me to know
you figured me out and you're letting it show

and how many times can i say
it's so fucked up when you treat me this way
look at the mess that i made
my life is a wreck but I'll never change

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please ignore this
don't reply
i'm breathing in colt 45s
i got problems i can't figure out
that no one gives a shit about
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I know it scares you
please don't cry

you freak out when i get high
i got demons that i can't get out
but you're still all i dream about

No, I never had any plans
it all fell apart and got out of my hands
and i wish i was more of a man
but i sit alone with my head in the sand

how many times can i say
i never thought you would leave me this way
at home with a hole in my brain
and i'm yelling at you cuz theres no one to blame

Chorus