Hogwash Remembering The Future lyrics

Open up your eyes and find out: are you still really yourself?
You have to figure out why your life is so hard, you can't hide under your veil
Laying on the couch late at night and you're talking to yourself
You never realize that it's falling apart and your time is now counted

It will hunt you down again, it's not a game, you can't pretend
Can you tell hate from anger? Simple gestures.

Twenty years will pass and you'll still whine about life being unfair

You feel like crap. Your friends are unaware of the amount of beer that you drink spending everything you got
How will you justify to your kids and your wife when they send the men in white?

Leaving would make things so easier for them but you never cared for anyone who wasn't for you
You once told me I should never judge your life but I'm asking who am I supposed to be and if I'm right this time