Hogwash Home Is Where The Start Is lyrics

You and I have never been good at keeping in touch, all the bridges that we burned ended up costing so much
Both agreed it would be better not to ask questions but it seems to me that you enjoy these awkward memories

Now it's time we finally come to terms with fabricated stories and delirium
I resent you for embarrassing me, you hate me for my shortcomings
From now on we will always be living in separate realities
Ones where we don't exist to each other at all

You spent so much time working on my case while I try hard to go on with my own mistakes
Most of what I told you I knew you wanted to hear. No sincerity, a commitment to bear angry feelings

If you could go back in time, erase your face from my bad memories and make it like we never met

I'd be better, you'd be fine but somewhere down the line we'd meet again and make it worse than it has been
If I could go back in time, erase my face from your good memories and make sure that you never forget

Home is where the start is and you know how I sacrificed a lot to find myself
But now I've lost my heart

Home is where the start is and you know how I sacrificed a lot to lose myself
And now?